You mentioned that nobody expects extensive musical works on toy pianos. On the other hand, John Cage and other composers have made seminal works using the instrument. Do you feel the weight of that legacy, or not at all.
I mean that nobody expects symphonies out of a toy piano, and therefore, expectations in general are a bit less demanding. I don't really feel a weight, because I use the toy piano in a different, much more sound oriented way. Some contemporary music pieces can be very academic and classically written. I have heard pieces for three or four toy pianos that are pretty complicated and precisely timed. But that’s not really my thing. My starting point is always sound, and from there rhythmic, melodic and harmonic elements follow. I have a friend in Poland who has collected all the toy pianos in the world. One of his projects with his group Małe Instrumenty (who also plays unusual and self made instruments) was playing Chopin waltzes on toy pianos. I take a different approach.
When you talk about how you explore and experiment with sound, and with matter and materials like water and glass and ceramic, it’s as if you’re becoming a sound alchemist. Which part of the whole musical process do you enjoy most?
There are different moments in the process when I hear that things are coming together. It can be discovering a sound that I’m very happy with, or a moment when I perform live. When you perform alone, you could say you improvise, but there has been so much research and preparation that it is also composed in a way. I do have a structure when to produce which sounds, and when I want them to meld together. I enjoy that part too. Maybe the purely technical part, like figuring out how to record something really well, I don’t really like that, but others do, so I invite them to work with me.
In this issue of //\ hoekhuis, we’re interested in how ‘the balcony’ both performs as a private and public space. When we saw you performing on stage, it felt as if we were entering your private studio, where you were experimenting and listening and responding to what happened. How do you experience performing for an audience?
Every time is different. I remember the performance in Worm well, because I was very calm, and I really took my time. That’s not always the case, I tend to rush and sometimes I play too much. At Worm, I entered a flow and everything was at the pace that it needed. Leaving things resonating. Playing for an audience is not the same as playing in your studio, where you know you can make mistakes. You can drop something, and make unintended noises. When performing live however, a mistake immediately becomes musical material. You have to work with it and you give it a twist, transform it.
Do you ever think about scores, or graphic notation?
Yes, for my latest record Bakunawa I made scores. Instruments like gong rods are difficult to notate, so the scores are made out of cards with little coloured stickers with instructions. For instance to hit the instrument, or to start a loop. I am thinking a lot about how to notate and communicate sounds. Composer Éliane Radigue for instance only works one to one with musicians. Even though her music is very much composed, there's never a score. She really takes her time, to make a solo piece for one musician easily takes a year. I also like this very different approach.
It's more like an oral tradition.
Yes, and it becomes very personal. But then how do you transpose a piece to another musician? It's interesting, because with an oral tradition, it’s a living thing and something will always change. It keeps transforming.